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    <description><![CDATA[polina
I am made entirely of flaws stitched together with good intentions.- Augusten Boroughs

yeah so i'm kind of a big deal. i'm not a pessimist nor a optimist, i'm a realist. i don't trust many, and once you lose my trust theres high chances you'll never gain it back. i am an open minded person. i adore art and admire people who obtain a great deal of creativity. don't label me baby because i'll just tell you to fuck off. i'm not a can of soup! i am brutally honest, because i've realized that lying is not worth it. i am trustworthy. i've learned not to spill my guts out to people. no in fact i will not become close with every person i meet. for me it wouldn't matter whether or not i had 5 friends or 500 friends as long as they were true friends. i've been backstabbed oh so many times before and after all i've realized that i needed to regroup myself and rejuvenate my life. i displaced all the people who were liars, fakes, and asses and protected my relationships with my real friends. i am crazy, very much so. i have morbid curiosity, but no i am not nosy. i adore music. because as marilyn manson has said before it is the closest thing we have to magic. which i believe is a 100 percent correct. music fills all the empty places in my heart. it swells up inside me and over the brim. and before i had believed what ever nonsense people uttered to me. but now i realize i was a naive and gullible fool. yes a fool. i listened and took in so much of what they said that after some time i didn't know what to believe any more. well i'll tell you one thing. f' them. i have my own beliefs, thoughts and feelings and it'll stay this way. i am an athiest. and i'm not ashamed. this is me. you can't change me. this is who i am and who i'll always be. i have nothing against people with other beliefs than me but i do however stand for mine. i don't like drama. but i get pulled into it anyways. can't avoid it. live with it everyday. i support love. it doesn't matter what gender you are, love is love. it shouldn't be any other way. who is to say what normal is when no one is normal because normality is not of existence. take a look. and you'll see. theres no perfect, there never was, never will be. well i'm pretty content with the way life is right now and again yes it's not peachy perfect but it never is. xxx
talk to me if you want to get to know me, don't assume, know. don't judge me before you know me. i bet you that i'll leave you flabber gasted and you probably never expected what you discovered.]]></description>
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