fatalxattraction

About Me

polina
I am made entirely of flaws stitched together with good intentions.- Augusten Boroughs

yeah so i'm kind of a big deal. i'm not a pessimist nor a optimist, i'm a realist. i don't trust many, and once you lose my trust theres high chances you'll never gain it back. i am an open minded person. i adore art and admire people who obtain a great deal of creativity. don't label me baby because i'll just tell you to fuck off. i'm not a can of soup! i am brutally honest, because i've realized that lying is not worth it. i am trustworthy. i've learned not to spill my guts out to people. no in fact i will not become close with every person i meet. for me it wouldn't matter whether or not i had 5 friends or 500 friends as long as they were true friends. i've been backstabbed oh so many times before and after all i've realized that i needed to regroup myself and rejuvenate my life. i displaced all the people who were liars, fakes, and asses and protected my relationships with my real friends. i am crazy, very much so. i have morbid curiosity, but no i am not nosy. i adore music. because as marilyn manson has said before it is the closest thing we have to magic. which i believe is a 100 percent correct. music fills all the empty places in my heart. it swells up inside me and over the brim. and before i had believed what ever nonsense people uttered to me. but now i realize i was a naive and gullible fool. yes a fool. i listened and took in so much of what they said that after some time i didn't know what to believe any more. well i'll tell you one thing. f' them. i have my own beliefs, thoughts and feelings and it'll stay this way. i am an athiest. and i'm not ashamed. this is me. you can't change me. this is who i am and who i'll always be. i have nothing against people with other beliefs than me but i do however stand for mine. i don't like drama. but i get pulled into it anyways. can't avoid it. live with it everyday. i support love. it doesn't matter what gender you are, love is love. it shouldn't be any other way. who is to say what normal is when no one is normal because normality is not of existence. take a look. and you'll see. theres no perfect, there never was, never will be. well i'm pretty content with the way life is right now and again yes it's not peachy perfect but it never is. xxx
talk to me if you want to get to know me, don't assume, know. don't judge me before you know me. i bet you that i'll leave you flabber gasted and you probably never expected what you discovered.

My Interests

LIKE:, Reading the back of shampoo bottles in the shower., Sleeping under a million blankets, just being a bit chilly., Clothes that just came out of the dryer., perfectly pin straight hair., Eyeliner, yes lots and lots of eyeliner., Skinny jeans, so tight you can barely breath[hehe]., Randomly bursting into song., Laughing hysterically, so hard that your ribs ache., Drawing people, I am actually very good at it., Giggling about insiders with your friends while everyone else thinks your mental and doesn't know what you are talking about., Cooking up strange concoctions with random food you find., Writing deep stories with actual messages and meaning., Music, it's one of the best things in the world., Trash TV, gawsh it's just so damn hysterical., Conversations with people who actually know what they are talking about., HUGSHUGSHUGS., Shopping, it's just an addiction., Vitamin Water, just another obsession., Peanut Butter, I could go for some right now., Roller coasters, they give me a rush., Yellow flowers, they bring a smile to my face., Coffee Cakeeeeeeeeeeee! makes my tastebuds go wiilddd., My favorite colors in general are, red, royal blue, dark purple, black, and matter what but also hawt pink., Jackass, oh how I ♥ those jackasses., Reading, well written interesting books., Traveling and seeing places., Pop tarts, gimme gimme more., Family and friends., Nail polish, uhuh!, Perez Hilton!, My favorite 's are 13 and 25., Peace., CUPCAKES!!!, DISLIKE:, Liars., Backstabber's, get a life., Hypocrites, don't contradict yourself my love., Homophobics, support love!!, Mustard is ewwy!, Cake, I just don't like it., Frizzy hair, hateeee., Tan lines, and thats why I don't go tanning much., Eggs, don't ask., Single minded people., Bias opinions., Nosiness, nunya beeswax hoe!

Music

Fall Out Boy., AFI., Avril Lavigne., HIM., Blue October., Scotty Vanity., Jeffree Star., Underoath., Drop Dead Gorgeous., As I Lay Dying., Hollywood Undead., Say Anything., System of a Down., Saosin., Red Hot Chili Peppers., My Chemical Romance., Paramore., Gwen Stefani., Ashlee Simpson., Say Anything., Coldplay., Eminem., Good Charlotte., Goo Goo Dolls., Nine Inch Nails., Mindless Self Indulgence., Evanescence., Flyleaf., The Used., Taking Back Sunday., Greenday., Gym Class Heroes., Mika., Korn., Slipknot., Kill Hannah., Angels and Airvaves., Cute is What We Aim For., The Academy Is., Panic!at the Disco., Linkin Park., Shiny Toy Guns., Sum 41., Sugarcult., The killers., Pink., Avenged Sevenfold., Bullet for My Valentine., Marilyn Manson., Boys Like Girls., The Disturbed., Medic Droid., Head Automatica., Red Jumpsuit Apparatus., Dashboard Confessional., Kanye West., Rage Against the Machine, Nirvana., Cobra Starship., Hawthorne Heights., Silverstein., Breaking Benjamin., Blink 182., The Disturbed., Papa Roach., Plain White T's., Hellogoodbye., Queen., Rob Zombie., Regina Spektor., Sherwood., Snow Patrol., Gwen Stefani., Lily Allen., Amy Winehouse., Madina Lake., A Fine Frenzy., The Secret Handshake., The Spill Canvas., Staind., Three Days Grace., Timbaland., The Veronicas., The White Stripes., 30 Seconds To Mars., Quiet Drive., Phantom Planet., Ok Go., Ninedays., No Doubt., Michelle Branch., Mayday Parade., Matchbox 20., Lifehouse., The Last Goodnight., John Mayer., Jacks Mannequins., Hoobastank., Smashmouth., Hinder., Creed., Escape the Fate., Cobra Starship., The Hush Sound., Chiodos., Britney Spears., Augustana., The All American Rejects.

Movies

grease 1., jackass 1., jackass 2., little miss sunshine., austin powers series., silence of the lamb., the brave little toaster., the nightmare before christmas., the family stone., beetle juice., parent trap., napoleon dynamite., i now pronounce you chuck and larry., click., accepted., zoolander., not just another teen movie.

Television

criss angel:mind freak., jackass., viva la bam., 8 simple rules., wildboyz., will and grace., friends., dr. steve-o., family guy., music countdowns.

Books